Today, i was overwhelmed with work from 8am to 645pm…. no breather… no stop time….. but i know i can breathe thru it…. but what hurts is knowing that i hurt my dear friend A…

We were supposed to meet yesterday to sell stuff for our trip but yet i didnt go because of my personal worry… in the end, leaving her and M only. YS still asked if i wan2 go…. yet i said better not since there are so many people there…. she said she was a bit sad and disappointed with me… i didn’t know  how hurtful is that word is until she said it to me… DISAPPOINTED… what a strong word…. yet i used it on the boys before.

After i came home and was preparing the trip stuff, honey peed and sis just stood ard despite stepping on it… it really got on my nerves and started scolding her…. i can do it for her but she shld be responsible for it.  Its like  just wipe it man… why do you just play your hp game and not do it…. in the end mummy did it for her… perhaps i was too harsh on her… perhaps i shld use the soft approach….

Its too late to apologize as it has already happened….. realised i had no one to talk to… ys has to work and i must be strong enough for myself….. so decided to blog… But what remains is the learning lesson behind it

1. Like what ys said, once we promise, we should deliver.. no matter how small or big it is… i will not put aeroplane again….
2. Express your concerns when you dont feel comfotable
3. Dont use harsh words on others
4. Dont think too much, JUST DO IT…..

Perhaps having lots of commitments is not wise. Recently, i have been facing lots of dilemmas…. trying to manage everything…. Maybe i can do it…. Maybe its possible… One day has 24hrs….. i can make full use of it.. .YES YES i can do it….. i need to straighten out my thoughts, change myself for the better….

Motivational Quote

Love

Si@n