Random thoughts

Baby pig was slogging at her farm as usual till 6.15pm…

Papa pig called, ” saw your car in sch… we are coming over in 10 mins”

Papa pig arrived at the farm with Mama pig…. with a hot flask of chicken soup….. ” We are worried that you will wait for Dragonfly for a long time so we prepared some thing for you.”

The three pigs went to the jetty to watch the scenery and talk…. for about 20 mins… but the 20 mins really made my day, my week or even my year….

Love,

Little piglet..

On Sat, Daddy, YS, Kor and i went swimming at the hotel… got daddy a new swimming trunk… AND HE SWAM…. like a little duckling… haha….

The best part was all of us started to behave like seals… if u have been to cvh, u will know there is a platform beside the pool so that u can tan… we saw an uncle sliding up the platform… like a seal… so we started laughing at him…. then i copied him to slide up… followed by ys and kor… but kor hit the surface…. so daddy started advising on the angle of entrance, the distance from take off…. and he did it too…

Perhaps they did not notice… i was laughing happily away… it was such a funny sight…. but no one realised… they were more concerned in sliding the furthest…. but i saw the innocence in them.. behaving like childish kids… v funny…  it was like watching the performance in the zoo…

I love them… all of them… really do.. o ya.. mummy was suntanning by the side… i shall get a swim suit for her too… sis came late… ck was in the spa… haha….  and im really glad… ys can interact well with my family…..

regards

si@n

New Zealand has given me lots of fond memories with the man that is now lying down on the floor and snoring away…

Today went to meeting… at abt 345pm, din msg me saying, ” hey new zealand is on the list” then my P asked me if i went to NZ…. and told me she will issue me the leave of absence… it was already 4pm and meeting would end at 430pm…

so i went back home…told mummy and she said cannot go out le.. must stay at home… so under the no choice act, all plans would be cancelled… i hate it when u make plans… and cant follow it…sorry shi…. was really looking forward..

Lets see what i can do during this 3 days… gonna wait for my hokkein mee supper to come back… haha sis went to buy..

a doubtful si@n

I know most of you will say ” sleeping” or ” just came back from drinks” etc… but i had a totally different experience last night…

We came back from wine company at abt 245am… it was a drinking session for ys… everyone was asking him to drink… in the car, ys and his sis were kinda drunk.. im sure they dont know what they were toking about too… shortly, we arrived at home… all thanks to ms tan’s fast and furious driving skill…

Ys’s sis went to meet her friend while ys squatted near the drain… abt 30 mins later, ntg came out so we went up…. Upon arriving at the 10th storey…. i went to open the door… he stood still….. when i turned back to fetch him… a gush of vommit came out… and it spilled onto me… not a lot but ITS MORE THAN SIGNIFICANT….. messed up half the corridor area….

So i went back in and took water to wash the corridor from 3.30am to 4am…. While i was washing, i thought abt it… there are so many first time in this experience

1. 1st time see ys drink till like that, sing in public, drunk in public
2. 1st time see ys and his sis talk so much (it was kinda funny)
3. 1st time driving back to the new home…
4. 1st time squatting down with ys at the void deck
5. 1st time SOMEONE EVER VOMMIT ON ME… but this shows why we got married… haha adelene said b4 her sis’s friend married the guy who used his hand to “cup” her vommit… haha…
6. 1st time i ever clean up the corridor
7. Last but not least, 1st time feeling like i am his wife… because his parents left it to me to handle him… it was an amazing feeling… a strong sense of responsibility and definitely a STRONG SENSE OF SMELL… imagine my long hair covered with bits of vommit consisting of sharksfin, spinach pizza, scallop, chicken wing and not forgetting the red wine full of latic acid….

After saying so much, its almost time to board the gate… all i can tell you is at 3am on 15th Jun, i will be sleeping on SQ 297…… NO MORE DRINKING SESSION FOR HIM… UNLESS YOU WANT TO CLEAR IT UP….. now keep the horse in the stable….

Love

si@n

• If the car decal giveaway is at 6pm, make sure you reach at 4-5pm. Reaching before the stipulated time might not be good enough…This is what you will see.. wE arrived at 545pm to discover that we are the 100 -200 car… haha

• Ensure that others observe the traffic rule… If not you will see jokers who try to be funny and cut queue… But also because of these people, you will see heroines who try to tell these people off…. See that idiot blocking the divider…. maybe he was the one that caused us to lose our 100th position

• How do we kill time while waiting for the car decal giveaway?

• What do you get? A 10 SEC GLANCE AT GLENN ONG who looks quite tall…. skinnier than i thought and OF COURSE $20 dollars worth of voucher…. and a class 95 decal which we already have… haha….

Mrs Tan here signing off on her 6th day of Marriage….

Love,

si@n

Overheard over the radio… how do u noe its not true love…. managed to catch one point…

• If you get  jealous easily, it probably is not true love…. because true love is about trust and freedom…. and of cos the other party will not abuse it…. thats the tough part…

How appropriate is it? Seems easy to understand.. but difficult to do…. was toking to z last night about freedom… we dont like to report to other people… yet if we are kept in the dark, we will be a bit unhappy….

erhmm something to ponder about…

lve

si@n

5th June marked the start of our journey……. many will agree it was a day of laughter, joy and some tears… despite hiccups here and there, i really enjoyed myself… and i cant believe ppl think they can get me drunk…. aiyah

6th June… staying at Marina Mandarin with the flyer view…. watching terminator…. shopping… he said he can only feel that i am 10% his wife…. haha while i still feel he is 100%bf

7th June.. .reality set in…. stepping into the new chalet made me cried… perhaps i was overwhelmed… started msging yi, shi and xuan… and they were telling me its my emo…. to help me cope better, he brought me home.. n mummy cried… its hard to believe her baby is now someone else wife… she was too emotional and we didnt talk much.. daddy was happy as i brought him his xin min paper…. night set in and i could nt sleep… cried again… ys had to coax me and explained that this is adjustment.,..

8 th june… banked in money… post things to pk… paid for wine… happened to meet mic and her mum told us abt the durian place… haha… we went to explore… and went home for dinner.. mummy was much better… and we even played our favourite cards… had some fun with daddy too while mummy said “its dark, dont leave me alone”

now i am updating my post…. the string of events have made me realised… wedding is a happy thing.. but at the same time, it takes time to adjust… to adapt… not as simple as it seems…

so ppl if possible, stay at home always..spend time with your family… meaning dont go others house eg bf or fren to stay over often… because when you really get married, you will miss every single bit…and im glad i spent a lot of my time with my parents…

ok my bf sleep le… i shall turn in too… hope no tears tonight…

miss ya gals…

A girl insisted she didnt have a bf before…. till i chanced upon her blog… where she talked about her love history.. at the age of 13, she could be more happening than many people i know… Right now, she is together with her lifeguard friend….

So today i asked her…. ” so are you attached now?”

” No” She insisted…

“So whats that in your blog? Do you seriously need to lie to Ms Tan?” I asked..

She kept quiet and apologized…. and said everything under the sun to me…. and she said i am good…. i know everything… THERE IS SUCH A THING CALLED BLOG… haha

I realise one thing… I have grown to be someone with authority…. just like how we used to hide things from our parents, teachers etc… Now that its my turn…. I just want to know the truth… not that i want to judge you…. just dont like people to lie to me….. 

I see myself in her… confident, sporty, smart and of course attractive… But doesn’t mean that i was(am) lucky… never really meet anyone who tried to cheat me… means she will be like that…. thats my concern…. andperhaps that has been my parents’ concern all this while… too smart for my own good…  i finally can understand what my parents have been through especially after dealing with my dear cousin and students’ issues….

As a figure of authority… i seek to use my power in the right way….. (As if)

O ya one of my favourite quote: When one door closes, the other opens….

Regards

Authoritative Si@n

Yesterday i heard two classic phrases……

Somebody said “Everyone expects me to wish u the best…. gives u  my blessing….. they say this is then called love…”

Made me tot for very long….. some other person told me “break up is better served cold”…. n made me tot again….

Two persons who used to be close and know each other well…. suddenly becomes cold……is this then called love?? Some people takes day to recover from the cold… some people weeks… some people months… years.. decades…. forever… All of us are different and its not like giving MCs…. “ok rest for 2 days, and you will recover”… it doesnt work like that…. but then again, if given a choice, will we want to be upset, torn apart or cry like a tap? Who doesnt want to be happy everyday?

Seriously i hate breakups…. and i do not wish to go through it anymore….. jie meis, make ys promise that… sign a contract… haha in the event it happens, at least cover my financial loss…:)

regards

si@n

Everyone is asking me how my wedding preparations are… have i done this, done that etc…. my friends are asking for the itineary…. his friends are also asking for it….. Forgive us that it has not been given yet… we assure you that if we need other help, we have already at least brief you on it…..

It seems like we are still in a world of our own…. yes we have less than 1 mth to our BIG DAY… and maybe a lot of things are not done yet….. but seriously seriously, does it matter? I dont know… i think wedding is an event to mark the begining of our journey…. its is important and people say its a lifetime thing… OF COS WHO WANTS TO MARRY SO MANY TIME?

But isnt marriage a lifelong thing? Do you worry about the lifetime or the lifelong?  Perhaps this is also the way i treat my kids…. who cares they pass their Maths or not? I bother more about how they will grow up to be like…. but unfortunately many a times, we just care about As As and more As……..sad.. .very sad….. so everyone wants a perfect wedding.. but because of money, opinions, people fall out…. realise the person isnot who they used to think they love… so wedding did not even turned out to be a lifetime thing…

So if you ask me about the wedding, we done most of it…. but its okay… because even if its last minute, i always have ys with me… sharing the load with me…. im not alone after all… im actually loaded… hahah except not with money… im prepared to go through this lifelong  journey with him… and this lifetime wedding has double, triple confirmed it…

So people, when its your wedding, think about it…. is it really worth bothering so much on an event… which Murphy Law already explained… ANYTHING THAT CAN GO WRONG WILL GO WRONG…

Ps: This was taken one day before the proposal at Bintan.. .HAHA

Regards

Si@n